Hey guys!!

Im soo lazy now..i don't even update this thing anymore! lol but anyway...Julian is getting so big..i don't even remember how small he was when he was still in the hospital..n now he's gettting longer and bigger and i'm sad casue i like him being a little baby!! Well i'm trying to decided if i'm comming into Parkersburg on October.3 with my dad. If i don't have class then i probly will just casue it's soemthing to do.

WOW!! Derrius and I have almost been together for 1 year!!! And ANYONE who knows me knows that i usually only date people for 2 weeks or a little longer..casue I end up getting sick of them! And it;s not just becasue of Julain that were still together either. Welll my food is ready so i'm gonna eat now!!!

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Heyyyy People!!!!

How is everyone doing!!!! Welll im doing sorta good and sorta bad...! Anyway so I was in Parkersburg on Thursday with Julian! and yes of course i showed him off!! lol But I went over to PHS around 2:45 to see my bestest friend...of course Miss Elizabeth...and umm besides her i basically say the girls soccer team. N they had cool funky orange shirts on!!!! And we went to Vandy and saw Donna and some other teachers..but of course when Mr. Lyons saw me he didn't say anything..well basically becasue he hates me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But i dont' care! And then we went to Jefferson and saw my old teachers! lol Then i went to Pizza Place and thenb left town!..

Ok now for the welll....not so good part!.....umm well if i wanted to explain the whole story it would probly take hours!!..So here the short version...Basically I lied to Derrius about wanting to be with someone else that I had already started talking to..and ya that defiently didn't go well at all..casue we did nothing but fight since last Monday!! and yesterday...welllll there was screaming, crying, yelling, and cussing, and hitting things...alll in one! So that wasn't good. And we had ended everything and basically didn't want to have anything to do with each other...and the only reason that he would come back was to see Julian and he didn't care if I was there or not. So we decided that we would start everything over..even though the fact that I lied n everything is still there..but were just gonna try and start over. So the other guy that I had started talking to..i txt him and told him that having him in the picture was gonna cause problems n that I already had the people that I wanted to be with. N that I love them.

But ya thats all Im gonna put in here for now..sooo leave comments!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!! I finally had my baby!!! He was born August 19,2006 at 5:03 p.m!! He weighed 6 pounds 9 ounces.!!!!!!!!

So last night was his first night at home..and well he didn't sleep like he did in the hospital! so after I fed him he was wide awake which ment that I couldn't go to sleep. So he'd sleep for about an hour then wake up...but he finally went to sleep around 4 or 4:30 and slept till about 8. and well changed his diaper fed him and now he's sorta asleep.....sooooooooo im gonna take a shower! lol (not like you guys needed to know that)!!

His daddy's comming home today so he can see him then he's staying the night here and I get to wake him up whenever the baby wakes me up..that way i don't wake up my mom. But even though I can handle things myself I still wake her up just so she can be there to watch me, even if she doesn't do anything but sit there!

Welll I guess thats all for right now!! Lv comments!!

  OO p.s I named him Julian

Hello again!!.....

Wellll i finished the baby's room...and it looks cute! Plusssssssssss!! I PICKED OUT HIS NAME!!!!! and if you wanna know what it is you have to leave me comments!!!!!!!!! hahahha Welll my vacation was fun....I got my tan that i wanted!! yay!:smile: and we didn't spend as much time with my aunt..and ya she was kinda mad!...oh wellll....then i came back and i had surprise baby shower at Elizabeth's church and got lots of cute things!...thennn i had to go to my mom's old church and have another baby shower there!! And let me tell you 2 baby showers in 1 day is too much....i was sooo tired...and there were soo many things!! It took freakin forever to open everything!! Plus i have another baby shower on the 18th..sooo ya.!

Wellll right now im waiting around wishing Derrius was here..cause he was supposed to come home this weekend but ya he couldn't..so now im bored! So i probly have to wait until next week before i see him..and i wanna spend time with him just the 2 of us 1 last time before the baby comes!..casue well then it will just be crazy around here!!! lol And for some reason i've been calling him my husband lately..lol and he calls me his wife so everything is kinda crazy around here now!! but heyy it's funnn!!!

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Hey everyone!

Well i had another ultrasound today..and it was so cute!! I saw his little leg an his eye and his eye ball!!(which moved in circles) and his lil thingy..and his nose and back and spine!..and the dr.'s think that he'll be tall when he gets older!! Maybe he'll be a famous basketball player and then he can pay for my nursing home with im an old lady!!

Alright so my room turned out 2 different colors!! Cause when we ran outta pink we had to go buy more and we bought the wrong kind..so ya...now i have to re-due it!!

But now i have nothing else to talk about!! So if you love me you'll leave me pretty comments!!